The quiet of the morning called me to pull a tarot card today as the prism rainbow beams danced around the surfaces of the room. The card specifically said to share my knowledge. “Knowledge of what?” I thought. I pondered, I asked what I felt like sharing? What feels good in the now? What do I have to share?
The answer I received - > my pursuit of peace. I am in the pursuit of peace and also the joy of the now.
In pursuit of peace, I have sought to understand. Understand me, my past, my role in my profession, community, partner, child, and parenting. I have come up with options. Options in exploring art, how to express outward, how to go within, and how to make complex changes. Boundaries. How to stay silent and watch the world react, watch others react. Choose how to participate or not.
So I guess this newsletter will be sharing my pursuit of peace. Inner peace. Joy at the moment. Struggles. Musings. Want to know a secret- I long to be a writer. To write a book. An album. Something bubbles in my being. Perhaps this is it or at least the start of it or maybe it or maybe nothing. I love journaling. I love reading books. The stack of necessary bedside books brings me comfort, curiosity, and worlds to dive into—books of adventures, codependency recovery, parenting, creativity, and poetry.
Welcome to the next unfolding. Thank you for being here.
I will love following your musings Heidi!
Thanks for sharing!!!